arghhhh budi just sms and told me to attend this youth meeting at church tomorrow. he said that if i still feel that i have an obligation to the youth, i must attend it. i hate this feeling, i dont need anybody telling me that i must go and do a particular thing just to show that i'm responsible. his words really shows intimidation. it's not like i tried to avoid the meeting on friday, i just plainly cant attend them. i got class till 7pm, cant he understand that?! and when i cant to go sunday church at annex, was it have to be counted as my mistake? what makes me feel accused for not being there anyway? i started to hate this... >:( now if i'm sick, do i have to go there also? or wil they send me another sms telling me that i'm not fit to be the servant of God or at least i'm not fit to be called responsible?! arghhh, can somebody explain this!!!!!!